My Visa arrived! Huuurraahhhh! Just a couple of weeks and I’ll be back in India for the next level teacher training. This time I know the place, the teachers and it feels a bit like coming home. When looking at the pictures people are posting from there, it warms me up internally, I’m filled with gratitude and peace.
It will be once again a huge challenge, for body and mind. It will be life changing once again. And I’m looking forward to it!
I want to be prepared as best as I can. Meaning reading and doing my asana practice 6 days a week. I haven’t expected not being able to do so. Since some weeks, my body refuse any, well let’s say cooperation. A little injury here, issues there. Terrible pain forced me to leave the mat after some minutes recently. Interestingly it was quite similar last time before traveling to India. What stops me to prepare myself properly?
Hello ego. My ego is driving me. Telling me, „you must be fit. You must be better. You will fail when you’re not able to do at least these postures. You’re not good enough right now“.
Even if I’m usually practicing gentle, listening to my body, respecting the limitations of the day, I’ve got something sitting in my neck right now, pushing me with fear. My practice turned into mastering postures, instead of being a mindful flow.
So my main task right now is telling my ego to jump in the lake and implement the believe of ‚I am good enough exactly as I am‘. Practicing to release and let go, while accepting when my body says no. The best preparation seems either to pamper my body, instead of pushing hard.
This is what Krista Shirley, an authorized level II teacher of traditional Ashtanga yoga, advises Ashtanga practitioners (love no 3!):
- Love yourself where you are
- Don’t take yourself too seriously
- Go to India as soon as you can
- Don’t question; just do
- Take your day of rest each week
- Bring awareness to your latissimus dorsi muscles in nearly every asana. For women this is an especially vital understanding
- Wash your feet before you take practice, everyday
Be careful yogis, never work against your body. Feel what you’re doing, be mindful and treat yourself with love.
India, I’m ready.
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I juist read your blog and was thinking again like the last time and then you say it in the follow line. Do you know how I arrived on Bali? I have had a great lesson there. I could’nt do every practitice with my Broken foot and I had to accept that. The two weeks after KuraKura, I had to do it slowly and it brought me a lot of understanding myself. And There was a lot of synchronicity in that holliday on Bali, so good! Have a good time in India!
Yes I remember Sylvia! All this comes to us to learn….